it seems to be late at night when it hits the hardest. you should be here. it's not fair. i still just can't believe it. it hurts so much to think about you not being here playing guitar hero, laughing absurdly, eating cookies, playing super smash bros...
it's just so hard to remember that it's ok for you. where you are. and later it will seem like we didn't have to wait so long, but right now it feels like forever.
i love you.
You are still and always will be my one and only laugher. my johne.